Unacceptable ABC!

Last February I wrote a blog called My Not So Secret Celebrity Crush. It was all about my super-creepy obsession with the actor, Jay Hayden who is currently acting in Station 19 with a bunch of other people who are not Jay Hayden. And when I say super-creepy, I’m not exaggerating. He’s not an international sensation yet so when it came time to embed gifs into the blog post, I had to take the time to make them from clips I found on YouTube. Fortunately a virus attacked my website and all evidence of this inappropriate blog was lost. There is absolutely no evidence of any kind that I ever wrote it.

Moving along. Station 19 is a new television show on NBC.

It follows the lives of Seattle firefighters who play with hoses, take their clothes off, and have inappropriate sexual relations with their coworkers in the fire house. 

It’s a spin-off of Grey’s Anatomy – a television show centered around a bunch of doctors who also take their clothes off a lot and have inappropriate sexual relations with their coworkers at the hospital.

I really hope #teamshonda doesn’t create a show that centers around a bunch of morgue employees. I don’t even want to think about where those people would have sex. Or with whom.

Going back to Station 19. Jay Hayden – my not so secret celebrity crush – is one of those firefighters. 


Season 1 of Station 19 ended with a major cliffhanger! Our beloved team of firefighters was left battling a blaze in a high rise building.

In the very last scene of the episode there’s an explosion and we’re left wondering if Jack,

played by Grey Damon (I hope that’s spelled right,) will survive. But he’s not the only person whose life is left hanging in the balance.

Chief Herrera (Miguel Sandoval)

had to be rushed to the hospital because he was found unconscious at the fire station. And then, of course, there’s Jay Hayden’s character, Travis Montgomery, who was impaled during an explosion and is trapped in a stairwell with Ben Warren (Jason George),

and Lorelai Gilmore’s stepdaughter,

Since I’ve already done a thorough job of establishing that my obsession with Jay Hayden is super-duper creepy,

I don’t mind admitting that I follow him as well as his costars on Instagram.

I’ve been anxious and excited to see the season 2 premiere of Station 19 and was thrilled when I saw Jason George’s Instagram post.

If for no other reason than because Jay Hayden is next to him in this photo.

And then I scrolled through the comments and found one left by the fabulous and delicious Jay Hayden.

Tell everyone I said hi and that I miss them terribly? Why? Why does he miss them? Hasn’t he been filming season 2 with them? Doesn’t Travis survive? 

And then a day or two later, Jay Hayden posted this to his Instagram account:

Is he just screwing with us or did the writers on the show actually kill him off?

And why do I have to wait until October 4th to find out?!?!?! This is unacceptable!!! 

If they kill him off I’m putting the network on a timeout.



Sigh. Just in case anyone reading this is also a Jay Hayden/Station 19 fan, I have a countdown timer on the right sidebar (or footer if you’re on a cell phone or tablet) that’s keeping track of the date and time of the premiere. Tune into NBC on October 4th at 9:00 p.m. EST to find out if Jay Hayden bites the dust.

On a side note my husband peeked over my shoulder while I was writing this and apparently it’s not appropriate for a married woman to display half-naked pictures of another man on her blog. Or anywhere else for that matter. So here’s a little something I wrote for my husband should he revisit this blog post at a later time.

Dear Husband/Bestie/Baby Daddy,

Don’t worry. Even though I’m fangirling over another man I want you to know that I love and cherish you very much. And no matter who I’m drooling over in cyberspace, I will always remain devoted to  you.


Your Wife/Bestie/Baby Momma

That’s all for now! Thanks for shopping Snark, Sass, & Sarcasm!

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